welcome why iam hear

hi every one i am calling my self lonely heart why its not because i am lonely in my personal life i have a great man who treats me right its becouse there is something missing in my life that i soo badly want and i am having to work hard at it
What is it you say its having a baby well see i am 30 years old and have always wanted one thing a babe but when i was 16 i was told by the doctors i had what they called polycitic ovarian syndrome witch meant the changes of fall pregnant is very slim there is still the chance of falling pregnant but to top things of i am over wait witch is also stopping me fall pregnant but see the reason i am over wait is because of the pcos so its a catch 22 for me i no i hear you all say well lose wait and you be right if only it was that simple because of pcos my body thinks its starving so there for it hold on to the fat so to lose wait is a big struggle and my modervation is just not stronger anuff to get over this i do have the support of friends and family but there is no one to sit hear and actually go threw what to eat and say come on lets go for a walk so i took thing in to my own hands finally i got my self a personal trainer once a week and i am doing OK but i am finding it really hard with the size of meals and what to eat so i thought to my self if i start a blog sight every day i can make my self do entry's and it might help me get to the finishing line and find more support but even if no one reads this its making me see what i am doing wrong so i hope you guys will come on my journey with me to get the one true goal in my life to have a baby thanks for reading and hope to hear some ideas from you guys love
lonely heart